Here comes the sun shining, telling me to wake up now, and prepare for the upcoming Christmas party.  I ate,watched television,took a bath,brushed my teeth, and eventually fixed up myself from head to toe. I’m really excited before coming to school since I feel that this day will be a remarkable one. Remarkable in a sense that I will remember it from the rest of my life due to the happiness that I will experience.

BUT this remarkable seems to turn into a grim word. Remarkable for something unexpected.

And one of those happenings is that one classmate of mine dislocated her both, specifically the knee cap, during our “stop dance game”. Silence covered the room, making each and everyone to be serious for a couple of minutes. It’s really a bullshit that this kind of accident stroke our happy moments. Thank God, that she was brought to the hospital early and doesn’t need to go a more serious operation which will cost also a “more serious amount”. One of the lessons learned is that we can be wild for a moment, but remember that we must foresee and think over what kind of action we will do.

We continued our party by just eating the foods that we had brought. Then we decided to give the exchange gifts on exactly 11:00 a.m. Afterwards, another wild moment came in. Instead of eating the cake, we just play with it by in placing some icing on other’s face. It is really fun! But I just get a little pissed off when my new shirt got dirty. I just instilled in my mind that I must just get along with them since only a few months from now, we will be apart from each other. I learned that it is more fun when there are more people smiling around you.

Another bullshit came. Not a person , but a happening.

I was excited on bringing her to a place – any place just to be with her, but it turned out that she can’t. Why are people like that? Last (3? or 2?) years, I don’t care who she hang out with outside the school. Either she go with her “girl friends” in a mall , or with anyone else. Then I just want to turn this year to a more meaningful one, but she can’t even give half of her yes in my plans. I know that we will see each other again in college rarely so I want it to be like that. She just can’t seem to understand. Shit! When she lied to me in simple ways, I just ignored it. Then if I did something bad in her eyes, she’ll tell it to others eagerly. Darn!  Actually, I am starting to reach my limit as time goes by. “People also have limitations, my dear, no one can have unending understanding in any deed you do.”  

But love encloses all the pain in a small pill and throws it to a dump site.